Sunday, May 01, 2005
it`s been ages since i blogged.
yes. i am busy with life.
many things happened.
i dont know whys.
you are here;
but the scars just have to return.
whys ?
i don`t know i seriously dont know.
you asked me why i did it.
why i would do sumthing stoopid.
this would be my answer.
because i want to stop myself from drowning.
stop my soul from drowning in reality.
is that enough ?
or do i have to show you my blood.
my flesh
my pain
do i have to?
cause if i do.
i know u would swear
you don`t even know me anymore
i sit here.
staring at the blank page.
waiting for me to write.
i don`t know
wad i should do.
should i write everything down
or just keep it shut within me
haiz. now.
i can feel my slit/ scar aching.
i suggest that i stop here.
i start when i get bac home
class. here i come.
i am like a fire without
fire without flame
let there be none. 10:00 PM
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Sunday, May 01, 2005
it`s been ages since i blogged.
yes. i am busy with life.
many things happened.
i dont know whys.
you are here;
but the scars just have to return.
whys ?
i don`t know i seriously dont know.
you asked me why i did it.
why i would do sumthing stoopid.
this would be my answer.
because i want to stop myself from drowning.
stop my soul from drowning in reality.
is that enough ?
or do i have to show you my blood.
my flesh
my pain
do i have to?
cause if i do.
i know u would swear
you don`t even know me anymore
i sit here.
staring at the blank page.
waiting for me to write.
i don`t know
wad i should do.
should i write everything down
or just keep it shut within me
haiz. now.
i can feel my slit/ scar aching.
i suggest that i stop here.
i start when i get bac home
class. here i come.
i am like a fire without
fire without flame
let there be none. 10:00 PM
